THREE things that make life difficult for me:

1. i am very much different from most girls.

2. my brain is always thinking differently. and that makes it difficult for me to start or even to continue a conversation with friends.

3. i am feeling extremely sick and tired of this kind of life.

+ + +

seeing others happy with their friends always make me envy.

maybe its because i cant seem to maintain a friendship with friends for a very long time. simply because i don't think i'm a good friend. plus my brain doesn't work as the same as the other girls around me.

its boring to be my friend. i know.

new year. new life. i suppose my only new year resolution for 2oo9 is to make more friends by being able to approach.

):

(see the similarity?)

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