although it has already been history of my life.

Labels: random, rants

cosfest was fun.

considering the fact that i had a walking anime dictionary with me this year. which makes cosplayers clearer in a way.

was hoping to see transformers cosplayers since i saw iron man last year. but that kind of cosplay will stay as a dream because people in the right mind will not cosplay such highly difficult to cosplay characters.

by just imagining the time to make all the spare parts of the characters is enough to kill. not mentioning having to make it out.

wahaha.

next target - nyp cosplay event next wednesday at TFA. from 6pm to 9pm. and i hope that cameras are allowed. because sjcc is weird

photos will be up soon. but its on facebook though. because blogger apparently loves no one but internet explorer which unfortunately isn't my favourite. and so uploading photos has become a mission impossible in firefox.

how saddening.

and this makes me want to switch over to other blogging websites. not that i anti-blogger. but i am anti-IE because of the risks it has as compared to google chrome and firefox. which is much more safer.

will tell if i am switching. if you are interested as well.

goodnight. ;D

Labels: :DD, cosplay, random

i must have gone mad due to boredom for blogging from school computer. but i am already so mad to go facebook while ms joyce is having lessons for this week's comm skills. must be because i need to present in front of class this month.

uber nervous. i think i'll breakdown on that day.

:/

btw.

going cosfest tomorrow.

but before that i am going to stick my nose by helping victoria out at her house for the ymca thing even though i will not get any cip points. but i must be very committed by showing them i am extremely proud to be a CSC member.

and the last part is a lie.

hah.

Labels: being lame, random

my dad asked me why did i used a mechanical pencil to do all my drawings and assignments instead of the B and HB pencils like a normal artist.

Labels: pencils, random

Labels: random, utopia

ordered tegomass no uta! ♥

now i need to do is to pay the money. anyone willing to accompany me to do so? cause i think i'll be super lost. i am the person who knows how to order but don't know how to pay. anyway order will be canceled after six weeks.

but since i chose the cheapest shipping method i think my album will only arrive at most erm. three months from now.

ohmigosh.

tegomass!♥

Labels: random, tegomass

is this a dream too far? or is it just a wishful thinking? or even. is it us that choose to make this a mission impossible?

--------------------


michael jackson (1958 - 2009)

though i was never a fan of yours. i'm still affected by your demise. you. as the king of pop. had created a legend. a legacy in the fifty years of your glorious life. and this will continue for generations even after you left the world.

and to those who made unkind remarks to him even after his death. GROW UP.

he may be a mega superstar but. who doesn't make mistakes in their life? stop criticizing him for the things he had done that makes you mad. rather. you should appreciate his effort in shaping a brand new music era. no one can deny his musicial talents including YOU the unkind and childish and insensitive creatures.

rest in peace michael jackson.

Labels: 'tribute', random

change of blogskin. and i like it!
(except for the 'jiaqi is a guy' part. ._.)

off to dream land. nights.

Labels: random

i'll be losing many things if i still have this kind of attitude towards my studies.

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I MUST WORK HARD!

for the sake of my GPA i must must work hard from next week onwards. i must cherish every chance that i have so that my GPA will not be so low. i aim to get into the director's list from semester two onwards.

1% talent + 199% of effort. MUST WORK HARD!

but i seriously need help in drawing figures. and my perspective. i think i'll move on to create anime-like characters.

THAT'S IT!

:DD

Labels: random, work hard

(flack and lindsay walk down the street; flack is pushing a life sized silicone doll on a package cart)

lindsay: wow. okay. how weird was that? there's no way that one of these could replace a real woman!

flack: oh i don't know, linds. they're not bad looking. think of all the money a guy could save on dinner.

lindsay: (pauses in her steps) a doll?!? i mean i could understand if you dumped me for a real woman but a piece of plastic? what does she have that i don't have? huh?(walks away)

flack: (to onlookers from outdoor cafe) forgive my wife. she's not well. (walks up to lindsay) i'm gonna get you for that monroe. big time.

another reason for me to miss my holidays.

after receiving my very first assignment in polytechnic. i doubt i'll get my chance to watch csi: ny as often as during the holidays since time management is the key to success in this course. ):

anyway.

let's end this grumpiness on a happy tone.



♥ news..}!

Labels: csi:ny, random, rants

snapped back to reality.

school is starting REAL soon. in nine days time after slacking for almost half a year right after the 'O' levels. and to be honest i feel kind of lethargic about school starting for me. but think about my poor friends in the junior collages eh.

and yes you are right to say that they will to be my motivation for the whole semester because they are much more pitiful rushing through the heaps of homeworks and losing sleep over something called the 'project work'.

anyway back to topic.

judging from my individual timetable. i think i can feel the pressure hiding behind that innocent looking thing. plus i think the name doesn't sound right because it is not my own timetable but a common one among my module groupmates.

so going to love monday cause school ends eleven but ends at around seven the next day with only a break of one hour and forty-five minutes or so. slave driving starting from year one?

and thursdays will suck because there are two breaks. with the addition of another forty minutes break. lunching with my mother every tuesday and thursday cause i don't think i'll click with them after that experience at macdonalds.

so.

any idea on how i'll spend my forty minutes break? i am thinking of just sticking around with them but i kind of worry of their reactions towards me like for example. calling me leechy tan or so.

pre-school grumpiness. ha.

Labels: jitters, nervous, random, worried

met chee wee at malaysia last tuesday.

apparently he was asking me to help him get a total of three hundred wigs for his pet or what. and also some tires that the thieves over there stole from him. so being nice i helped him get his stuff.

lucky for me he rewarded me with some good stuff. and i finally got to take a photo with him together after helping him.

say cheese! :D

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Labels: being lame, maple, random

tigger. <3 (with one eyebrow missing.)

this seems to be the only thing i've did in three days.

and i drew this because i have been owing people those graduation stuff. though somehow part of me think they don't want it anymore.

anyway.

i think i am rotting before school starts. which is in april. so don't be too surprised if you see a news report saying that a maggot carried a bag and went to nyp. because i believe i am the maggot mentioned.

see. boredom kills one's personality.

Labels: bored, random

in randomized mode:

1. my sister made salty pineapple biscuits. but considering the fact that this is her first ever attempt at baking after almost six years. it is still acceptable when you try to persuade yourself that its the best goodie ever.

2. the hamster seems to be getting fatter and longer and cuter.

3. sixty-nine comic books and one official comic guidebook of d.gray-man resides in the corner of my cabinet.

4. kaichou wa maid-sama! is the best shoujo manga i've ever read.

5. i am going to have my reunion dinner this friday because i will be going to malaysia this sunday.

6. i am going to change my wallet again.(:

Labels: bored, random

received yet another newsletter from SP.

and this makes me wonder. before the results are released. these polytechnics kept on sending their newsletter stuff to the students. wanting them to choose the courses they offered. i.e. joining their school.

but when the results are out. and the results are far from what they thought the student will get. they shun the student. not wanting he/she to be in their schools by rejecting the appeals.

are they just giving false hope? or they just want the students to have even more pressure before they got their results? i do not know. but one thing i am absolutely sure about the purpose of all this.

i am having the fear and pressure now.

Labels: random, results, thoughts

THREE things that make life difficult for me:

1. i am very much different from most girls.

2. my brain is always thinking differently. and that makes it difficult for me to start or even to continue a conversation with friends.

3. i am feeling extremely sick and tired of this kind of life.

+ + +

seeing others happy with their friends always make me envy.

maybe its because i cant seem to maintain a friendship with friends for a very long time. simply because i don't think i'm a good friend. plus my brain doesn't work as the same as the other girls around me.

its boring to be my friend. i know.

new year. new life. i suppose my only new year resolution for 2oo9 is to make more friends by being able to approach.

):

(see the similarity?)

Labels: random, thoughts