snapped back to reality.

school is starting REAL soon. in nine days time after slacking for almost half a year right after the 'O' levels. and to be honest i feel kind of lethargic about school starting for me. but think about my poor friends in the junior collages eh.

and yes you are right to say that they will to be my motivation for the whole semester because they are much more pitiful rushing through the heaps of homeworks and losing sleep over something called the 'project work'.

anyway back to topic.

judging from my individual timetable. i think i can feel the pressure hiding behind that innocent looking thing. plus i think the name doesn't sound right because it is not my own timetable but a common one among my module groupmates.

so going to love monday cause school ends eleven but ends at around seven the next day with only a break of one hour and forty-five minutes or so. slave driving starting from year one?

and thursdays will suck because there are two breaks. with the addition of another forty minutes break. lunching with my mother every tuesday and thursday cause i don't think i'll click with them after that experience at macdonalds.

so.

any idea on how i'll spend my forty minutes break? i am thinking of just sticking around with them but i kind of worry of their reactions towards me like for example. calling me leechy tan or so.

pre-school grumpiness. ha.

Labels: jitters, nervous, random, worried

orientation is starting in less than twenty four hours.

and i self-diagnosed my current illness as the "orientation jitters". an illness that only i will get while starting school.

the feeling is just like riding a bike after not touching it for many years. although i managed quite well when i first stepped into phs with no acquaintance at all. i don't feel as confident as before.

the older you are. the timider you get

i cant help but to raise all my limbs to agree to this. ._."

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but on the other hand. life has to move on and i have no choice but to look forward to it. so i only hope that i can make friends and have nice classmates.(:

also. not forgetting to meet hunks and babes in my course as well.

will update after the orientation has ended.

:DD

Labels: arghh, jitters, nervous